So for those of you who know me Im sure youve heard a story or two from me.  This is another one of those stories and it dates back to when I was a teenager.  

It was a normal night for me heading to bed.  I went to sleep like I always did.  I was awoken in the night by a strong aggressive presence then pressure on my chest and throat.  I do know what sleep paralysis is and this wasnt it.  In normal life it has never been unusual for me to find company as I call it around my home and…

Okay so this has been an ongoing irritation of mine that I have no clue what to do with, how to prevent and am tired of hearing everyone tell me that I just need practice to get it to stop. Whether that's the answer or not, I don't know, but it doesn't feel like it is and it doesn't help me figure out how to stop it.

Now this whatever it is, can be viewed as either a gift or a curse, but I can't figure out what it wants to be because I've had both good things and bad things happen…

Since I just can't stop being really annoyed and disbelieving of this, I decided to write it here and if you have an opinion feel free to add it.

So this morning a friend and I were trading music all peaceable like. I told him most of his music was rock. He said he also had a lot of metal. I said well rock and metal are sort of the same thing. He said no, though rock bred metal, metal is a genre unto itself. I replied, but Metal is still a form of Rock and if one were to ask…

Probably one of the most commonly asked questions throughout anybody's life: Why? Specifically, why are there humans and otherkin? Why are we what we are? Maybe I'm completely revisiting a topic thats already been discussed, but i missed it- so here i am asking. Are we this because of fate? Chance? Is there somebody playing the puppet master and deciding? Why are you the person that you are? Any thoughts?